24 year old

Medical student

New Zealand

23. September 2014

A few months ago I failed a suicide attempt and what annoys me is that I was so much happier then I had a home, friends a job … Now I have none of that I have a rock but I feel as though it’s drowning me I’m back in that black hole and I’m not sure what to do. I take pills that literally put me to sleep so I don’t attempt but I don’t know how long it’s going to last I’m getting closer and closer and I’m getting scared. I don’t want to relive it but I don’t think I can handle being like this much longer